Early November thoughts and updates.

             

                 So today i thought of writing some posts. I know it's SPM month, but i wouldn't just sit still and study all day. I'm feeling itchy and guilty for not updating my blog when i really wanted to. So my first update's gonna be about my SPM.


Basically i gotta shout it out loud that IT'S FINALLY HERE!
Well of course i'll be even happier when it's finally over, but this is WAY much better than waiting for a long period of time and counting the how-many-days-left-until-spm. That just sucks! I hate it, i absolutely hated it. Every time when i'm in a middle of doing something that is lifting my mood up, my friends would just approach me and say "Hey, do you know that SPM is only XX days left?" At first it was XXX, then it became XX and then X and then finally no more X.

After BM paper

                While i am writing this, (Note: Malay and English and sejarah is over) Yes. I wouldn't say i ACED it, i also wouldn't say i RUINED it. I would say ....border line. But i'm glad that this year i'm having my SPM in a classroom. See, there's always this thing about HALLS. You know, it's SO wide and BIG. And this year the halls are full of geniuses who aced FULL As in their exam. And i would feel pressurized if i were sitting in the same class as they are. I'm glad i got a classroom beside the hall which consist of all the classmates from my class this year. At least i have my best friends behind and beside me. Everywhere. It's always comfy to see close friends beside you on your nervous day.

             
                   My mom said that this year's spm is terrible because of the 2 SPMers that passed away after and during BM paper. One during the test and one in the hospital. Both Malay girls. And it's truly sad to hear that. I mean, they still have a wide and journey-ful future. And yet now they're gone. One is even a possible straight A scorer. It makes the others feel really regretful about it.

Testing out brother's graduation hat.
Graduate-wannabe

So my second brother has finally graduated!! SCREAM AND SHOUT AND LET IT ALL OUT.
I don't know why i'm so happy. We're all growing up so fast!! I bet my parents still prefer us as babies / kids. :)

So mom decided that we should go to the studio to shoot some photos. And so we did. And mom was like, come ning, let me put on some makeup on yo face and i was like.  O_O

I think it was pretty good. HAHA, i told her i want it to be as LIGHT as possible. BETTER NOT PUT LAH.

Yeah............................ about the photographer. HE has lots to change about our posing, how we smile, how we put our hands. Yeah.... too many rules.

Brother's graduation photoshoot day.

Smart. Later they suited up. :)

Have i told you that i'm going to further my studies at UTAR? Yeap, and it's gonna be at January intake! T_T mad sad. And my mom said if i get 7As in my spm i'll get a macbook pro. If i don't i'll have to use my money. OMAIGAWD, i wanna bring macbook pro to UTAR!!! :D

I hope my dad let la. There's lots of functions and also it doesn't heat up badly like my current laptop do. I think it suits its price. The quality and heavy duty laptop that i need for editing photos and videos, writing my upcoming book (HEHEHEHE) and also other university tasks. I know, i have so much to do after SPM! AHHHHHHH. I hope time pass quickly. :D



kthxbai. Continue my sejarah paper 3, tomorrow 3 hours. SIEN!

Dad's birthday celebration.

It's my dad's birthday.
And my sister got us a durian cake. With a price of course. And it wasn't cheap. It was hand made cake by her aunt by real durian. It was awesome. So awesome i got sick and had sore throat the other day. But eventually it cured. It wasn't anybody's fault. I just didn't drank enough water. And i had reading for mass the other day. Glad it doesn't affect much. I tried my best to maintain and steady and sweet voice. :)

Back to the cake. Oops, i mean birthday. Dad didn't know. He was at the back of the table minding his own business when we all did body language and hand signals and it seemed like all our faces are having stroke or any facial diseases. It was terrible. We off the fan and dad sensed something amiss. And so he turned around and ask "Why?" Then he noticed a cake on the table and asked "Whose?"

Aw, my dad is so cute!

Some really awesome fruit toppings for the Durian cake are blueberries! Blackberry! Strawberry! apricot! They're just amahzing! 

Here's daddy, smiling happy in front of the camera. I don't know man, i just took it and he was all smiling to the camera. Or maybe it's just candid. 

Dad and mom were reallllllllly sweet i can have diabetes from it :D

So that afternoon, granny was awkwardly walking around the house flipping newspapers and looking around. She wasn't usually like this. And then while flipping the pages, she suddenly said "Ah Ning, you got ang pao packet ma? Can you give me one?" So i was like, yeah okay. It seemed like a big deal. So i didn't want to disappoint her. I knew she was giving it to one of my parents, but i don't know, so i head up and got a packet for her. She thanked me over and over again and then went on continuing with her work.

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.                                                                 this happened.

Granny's going back to Johor. It's sad and i don't really want her to go. :( So did mom and all of us. So we took a photo together with her. AHHHHH, the memories are coming back while i'm typing this.

I LOVE YOU AH MA. 

AND YOU KNOW IT.